Film, TV & Radio
I feel privileged to have almost been on television three times – various documentary offers and a cookery challenge programme, I did make it on to Norfolk’s own Mustard TV though. Reality over unachieved fame has been having a very personal film “What Katy Did” made about me in 2012 as well as scripting and acting in a fabulously fun-to-make Doctor Who themed mental health awareness video in 2015. I’ve appeared in the non-visual sense on BBC Radio Norfolk several times, over half-a-dozen times on Talk Radio, and apart from interviews used to do several sessions on Future Radio providing the good, uplifting, ‘weird’, and often naughty news slot on a community feature programme.
I often end up in the local papers during political or activist events, and back in 2006 ended up in The Sun, not a part of some big bad trans exposé but in my former guide as an Hebraist being quizzed on the meaning of Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes’ inaccurate baby naming “Suri”! Among a few friends I also competed under my old name to see who could be the first to get a letter published in The Times. I’m not competitive, ok, so I am, and I did push hard to get three dull academic letters published. OK, so I am a little bit of a publicity-grabber and networking-addict, but I hope I am also down-to-earth and vulnerably honest.
From Stage Fright to Stand-up Delight
I used to hate being in front a live audience, a fear now overcome through public speaking and stand-up comedy and choosing to be myself not act a life role which did not fit me. I was always confident both behind and in front of a camera. Acting runs in the family, with both my parents having been keen amateur actors, and my father appeared on television in one of the last cigarette ads ever made, just after he gave up smoking! I was dragged to most Shakespeare, Tom Stoppard, Henrik Ibsen plays as a teen and ‘learned’ to appreciate them. I was in a mad and playful drama club at UCL nicknamed the Play Group which sounded more like a kindergarten!
What Katy Did (2012)
I was filmed for a 25 minute visual anthropology film documentary, “What Katy Did” which was shown at World Pride Film Festival, Cardiff Iris Prize Festival, Zürich Regard Bleu Festival and Norwich Cinema City.
Described as “an intimate account of the joys, sorrows, thoughts and dreams of Katy, a transgender male to female from Norwich. The film was made for the course ‘Beyond Observational Cinema’, as part of the Masters programme Visual Anthropology at the University of Manchester, 2012.” Idea, camera, edit by Gussy Sakula-Barry and Tanja Wol Sorensen.
“As you will have gathered, Katy loves to talk, so the hardest thing about making this film was when it came to the editing process and we had to reduce a week spent with Katy into a half hour film. Needless to say, she didn’t feel it captured her as a whole. But alas, this is the nature of the beast that is documentary filmmaking. Because Katy is such an interesting, diverse person it was difficult to express the many different facets of her personality whilst simultaneously forming a narrative structure. Finding out about her attempted suicide after we wrapped was devastating, and clearly shaped the film. It starts on a high, climaxes, and then the tempo and mood after the party slow down, as her contemplative darker side is revealed. The text at the end is, to many, shocking, but we feel this reflects our surprise at the news. Although we both had background experience of the lgbt community, through this film we learnt so much from Katy and her wonderful friends. Indeed, Katy is still a dear friend to us. We hope you enjoyed the film and are very sorry we can’t be there today.” – Gussy Sakula-Barry (written for the Cinema City, Norwich, screening, 18 February 2013)
Gussy now makes cutting-edge films for Channel 4 and Tanja’s most recent film was about human rights in Colombia. I was privileged to work with these talented filmmakers at early stages in their budding careers.
Reviews and feedback of What Katy Did
“It was raw and intimate and deeply touching-just beautiful!” – Miri Wilkins, Director, Zot Films
“Gentle, honest, insightful … a normal person with an unusual story…It avoids any sensationalism and presents a ‘real’ picture of another human being with a story like all of us. Not the voyeuristic channel 4 stuff, which can be good, but is different. This is intimate and personal and reflective.” – Rev Sarah Edmonds-Maguire
“wonderful and sincere film” – Carol Louise
“the most inspirational thing” – Iona Ratcliffe
“very intimate, and matter of fact insight into your extra-ordinary life” – Chris Holdgate
“Katy I think your film is a cracker… really good and one I would love to have seen in the shooting gallery… good, honest, not the typical cliche… down to earth, easy to relate to…” – Denise Anderson
“really good, insightful and thought provoking. Although the last few minutes brought a lump to my throat.” – Emily Nichols
“Wow, what a beautifully made piece! Very touching” – Rebecca Lowrie
Doctor Who – Time to Change Doctor (2015)
Produced as a futuristic mental health campaigning awareness video for Time to Change, the short film portrays a freshly regenerated Doctor Who arriving on a future Earth in 2084 to witness changes to society and how mental health conditions are treated and accepted.
Created from start to finish in 4hrs including writing the script in an hour, barely learning lines and enjoying the hospitality of BBC Voices facilities, green screen, and the use of BBC Radio Norfolk’s TARDIS. The film then enjoyed nearly a week in editing, with BBC staff adding effects, before being shown at the Time to Change celebration in Birmingham, UK, in February 2015. I’m also appreciative of my co-stars Terry Haggerty and Esther Lemmens who humoured my messianic narcissistic tendencies and fondness, like Tom Baker, for jelly babies! Best out-take from Terry “You’re the breast, Doctor”!
Many thanks to the BBC for the use of their facilities, effects and staff. All clips, effects used with permission. Thanks also for the permissions from the builder and owner of the TARDIS too. We are very grateful to all those involved and the time they put in to help see change in 2015 not just that imagined in 2084.
If the BBC needs a new Doctor Who at any point, and one who solves the dilemma of how the Doctor can come back as a woman, then I have and am the solution!
“More of a transformation than a regeneration!”
I promise to be diverse, flirt more than Captain Jack with people of all genders and alien species, and maintain the messianic megalomaniac profile of the Doctor!
Mustard TV Interview (2016)
There was entertainment and education galore on Mustard TV‘s The Mustard Show on 1 November with Helen McDermott and Nick Conrad, and moi. We were talking about transgender kids, the CBBC programme ‘Just A Girl’, my own ‘gender’ experience, and Norfolk’s transgender support options.
Fifteen minutes pre-filming was spent working out what we couldn’t say on air, like penis, clitoris etc, as this was going out at 6.30pm. Then Nick and Helen launched into a wonderfully Alan Partridge-style Norfolky innuendo-ridden introduction – part of their normal banter.
Nick to Helen: “I’m sure you’ll be indulging in a hot sausage and a couple of bangers this bonfire weekend”, Helen “I’m always worried about my cat, and I’ve got to be careful how I say this…”. “Treats and sparkling chat…annals – you’re lucky I said annuals and not…”
The humour put me at ease, not that I really need it, but joking aside, it was great to air the discussion in an informal setting without being seen as part of weird, prurient or exploitative television.
http://www.mustardtv.co.uk/episode/the-mustard-show-640/ – after this link expires, watch on Youtube.
Homophobic & Transphobic Hate Crime Interview
Libby Masters , a UEA Masters student worked with Hate Free Norfolk and others to produce a film about homophobic and transphobic hate crime in Norfolk (UK). The film features victims of hate crime, and explains how the Police and the Crown Prosecution Service deal with hate crimes. I would certainly qualify my own comments having seen them on the film now (from 9m59s) that all hate crimes should be reported, as for example, Jack’s, but as in my case, hate incidents – when I feel safe to do so, I usually engage with and educate, and I choose which battles to take further and on which matters to take offence.
Norwich is a great place to be LGBTIQ+, non-binary or visibly different. It’s not perfect, but I do generally feel that the council and police have our backs in difficult circumstances, when many cases lack the CPS test of being likely to lead to a successful prosecution. I also believe in holding the police to account for the rare occasions when they get it wrong or need to expand their understanding of increasingly confident and varied youth identities. Local Norfolk LGBTI+ folk should know that there are diversity and LGBTI advisory panels that the Police consult with and I am happy to pass any issues raised to them.
Facebook is 10 and I am 7
I joined Facebook in 2007, it was a social and literal lifesaver. In February 2014 Facebook turned 10 and released 1m02s videos of all of us highlighting our moments, posts, statuses, photos and more.
You can view my life on facebook captured in the 1 minute video montage here.
I’ve watched this 6 times now and each time since the third viewing, I’ve cried. I realise the emotion of 7 years since coming out as trans – divorce, debt, suicide, amazing and crazy relationships, HAI workshops in the USA, experimental looks and emerging identity, finding my confidence, proud activism and LGBT Pride participation, queer and alternative youth work, a fabulous pub and home to gender variant folk – The Catherine Wheel, the liberal and accepting Christian Greenbelt Festival, the “What Katy Did” film and some wonderful friends, partners, and just great accepting loving people.